March 2009
My greatest fear in life is to not have a big enough impact on someone’s life to always be remembered.
I had you. And now she does. It’ll never be the same. And we’ll never get the be the ones we were, and we will never dream of a forever together. No, never again. She built us up, and tore us down. If i get you back, she wont have you anymore, and she’ll never get to see that pretty face of yours, and never get to look into those beautiful eyes, that glimmer in just right....
dead morning
the sound, what sound? the silence. i hear your voice through my walls. but its rarely there. i cant hear you clear anymore. i hear mumbles. i tremble for help. i scream. my lungs split. i feel the blood rush to my head. my heart stops. the beat is gone.; only for a moment. i ask,where are you? i need you here. hold me tight please. just let me cry in your arms. i reach for the pills, its my last...
“Mama, I saw the stars tonight
Orion, the plow, are burning bright
Cannot...”
February 2009
